So self last Saturday something happened and it changed everything. You didn’t seek it out but that’s when life happens. I only ask that you remain true to yourself and others. I ask that you remain steadfast in your choices and remain open to any and all possibilities. To thine own self be true. This is a time to rebuild bigger and better. You have major life choices ahead of you. This isn’t what you wanted but it’s what you got. Hold fast to your strength. Never let your life be defined by someone else’s again. Find someone to define a new life with together. Help others when you can. Say yes more. Be the best you. Believe again. Give it a chance again and if it all falls again know you gave it all you had. Fall and get back up. Be vulnerable. Be afraid just don’t let fear control you. As much love as you’ve given out in the past wasn’t for nothing it was preparing you to give even more. You’ve never had regrets and you still don’t. You can’t change the past and you really don’t want to. The future is all you have. You may never find what you’re looking for but you will always look. Be the best possible uncle you can be. Be the best brother you can be. Be the best son (no matter how hard it is) that you can be. Find someone that needs a friend and be that friend. Make sure when someone thinks of you they remember you for your kindness. Be gentle when its hard. Be tough when someone needs you to be. You deserve nothing but everyone deservers your everything. Work hard. Play nice. oh and stop talking to yourself people are starting to talk. “Service is the rent we pay for Living on Gods green earth” Shirley Chisholm. Whenever life gets you down and it will look on this note to yourself and draw strength from it. “The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why” Mark Twain.