Its amazing, Its awesome Its crazy. how the smallest things in our lives could and do have the biggest impact. It might be a simple thank you or a kind word. It might be a dollar to someone in need. Maybe it’s a mug that says worlds best dad. maybe it’s a black and white picture of your unborn kid not even 1cm yet. 1cm that’s crazy and at 6 weeks you can hear a heartbeat. a tiny heartbeat that can make yours stop. when you’ve waited your whole life for something so small to change your life for the better. It will change you for the better. It will separate the boys from the men. you see it all the time people are having kids. Kids are having kids. not one person can describe the feelings you will have when you find out that you are going to be in charge of another human being. the rush of joy and fear. so may people have kids they make it look easy form the outside but in fact there are so many things that could go wrong and for some they do. at the end of the day the only thing you need to go right is having a healthy baby the rest we can figure out later. right now we just remain positive cautiously optimistic if you will. time won’t stop and before you know it you’ll be walking your daughter down the aisle. Kids make us heroes their heroes and we shouldn’t let them down. now we’ve all made mistakes and to think that our kids won’t make mistakes even some of the same mistakes we’ve made is ridiculous. hopefully they can learn from us so they don’t have to make as many mistakes that we’ve made. when they do make those mistakes we as moms and dads need to be there to rise to the occasion. we can get mad and upset sure but always be there for them. in today’s climate kids need good parents. Kids need full time parents. at the end of the day I’ll hold my head up knowing that I tried my best and I hope you do the same. having a kid is everything it’s both the hardest thing you’ll ever do and the easiest and the greatest and the craziest. its everything it’s the next level. it’s the future. its society’s future it’s part of you its future you. its ingrained into our DNA our society. life liberty and the pursuit of happiness. it’s more happiness than one could contain. Above all else I don’t care if it’s a boy, girl, blue, green, tall, small etc. I promise to love my angel at least as much as I love her momma. At least I can get that right.