crazy

 “I’m afraid so. You’re entirely bonkers. But I’ll tell you a secret. All the best people are.” Mad Hatter

extremely enthusiastic.
I’m crazy. I’ve been called at least. I have always tried to suprise people with the lengths I would go . Jump from tall trees or eat a bug on a dare. Move without a thought of my own safety just to entertain. Leap without looking if you follow me. I’m sure part of all that was me trying to be liked. I’m sure some was me getting a rush. Now I have new heights to climb. So when asked if I consider myself crazy. I’d have to be crazy to become a father. all the stress and worry of this crazy world. All the questions we ask ourselves. Will my kids make it . Will there be a place for them when they grow up or will this world eat them alive. Will I live to see them become who I want them to be. it’s a crazy time corruption and greed are the norm. All I can say is I’d be crazy not to want to be a father. The best thing I did was have my daughter and when my son makes it here that will be the second best thing I will ever do. I’m crazy about my wife and daughter. I’m crazy about being a crazy good dad. I’m not the same as I once was. I’m a better person because my family. I don’t know a different life I would want. I can’t picture my life differently. I hope my kids are as crazy as I was . I hope they are fearless. I hope they take on this world like it’s nothing. I hope they have crazy ideas and chase after their crazy dreams. I’d be crazy to not realize my kids are going to make this world something crazy and wonderful. Children are the best thing this world has to offer. Pure not worn down by this world and that should give us all strength and hope. I’ve chased after girls. I’ve jumped off tall cliffs . I’ve taken risk. Hell a asked the same woman to marry me twice. If that isn’t a risk I don’t know what is. I’ve never backed down from a dare. I’ve overcome some of the little to no fears I’ve had. I’ve walked in fire. I’m still whole. I’m crazy for a lot in this world. My family is number one. To me crazy isn’t a sign of weakness although it can be dangerous at times. It’s the best trait to have. So be a little crazy. Quit you job.go sky dive. Tell that girl you love her even if it’s only been a week or 2(maybe don’t do that) I did and it didn’t go well or did it? Open that business. Follow your passion not the money. Move state lines. Have that baby. Take a chance on that guy that won’t leave you alone. Be crazy smart. Enjoy your crazy life. Embrace the crazy. Try making more decisions with your heart and above all love like crazy. We only got this one crazy beautiful life. Just go back to when I started this blog out of pain and sadness divorced and alone no hope of having a daughter or a son . Yes you heard me right I’m about to have a son, a daughter and be married to the only woman I’ve ever loved with a big house and soon to be white picket fence I couldn’t make this shit up if i wanted to.now if you were to ask me if all that would happen just a few years ago I would’ve told you your crazy. Even crazy dreams come true.as always much love from Indiana. adapt and live. Be crazy.

“We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” Dr Suess